Sunday, January 31, 2016

Need to Buckle down!!

You know all those good intentions I had at the beginning of January...not really feeling it and need to get my shit together.  I am starting to feel bad physically and mentally so I need to start taking much better care of myself.  I am doing  pretty good about going to Jills but I don't really do anything in between.  I want to start running again so I need to follow a program and stick with it.  The eating has been going so bad.  I need to do much better menu planning/meal prep.  I know it works but just need to be consistent and do it.

Tomorrow is Feb 1st so a perfect day to start.  Today I will use it to menu plan and make a grocery list.  I also need to do some house work.  I feel like because of my trip to Florida and then working I haven't done anything for almost 2 weeks.  I have the rest of today and tomorrow to get things somewhat organized.

Ideally I would like to lose 60 lbs but 50 lbs is what I will set my goal for right now (how could I not feel better with that much weight off my body!!).   I have so many things coming up in the next few months and I don't want to be stressing about not having anything to wear.  It sucks feeling stressed about something I can actually control.  I need to finally put an end to this addiction I have with food.  I am almost tempted to discuss it with my family Dr.  Maybe when I go for my physical (so past due) I will mention it to him.  I will look on line too and see what they have for options.  I know that people do have food addictions but the help does not seem to be as out there as with other addictions.

well I need to get started with cleaning the kitchen.

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