AHHH :(

My appetite or mood is getting the better of me but at least I am not eating large amounts of unhealthy foods. I have already had so much to eat this morning but I am feeling better and will settle back into a somewhat normal routine. I did not sleep well last night, slept through my alarm which made me miss bootcamp and I really just wanted to stay in bed but had to take the kids to school. On sunday my entire running plans had changed. I was called sat afternoon after I had already ran my 11K and asked if I could be the 3rd runner in a realy as one of the team members was sick and could not run it. I was a little leary about doing it but since we were not running for a prize I said I would and had a great time. I did the middle portion of the 3 person relay (30K in total). I did my 10 K in just a little over an hour :) Very happy with that time and felt great after the run. I managed to do 21K in 2 days :) This weekend I have 16K do try and do. I am pretty sure that I will be able to do it. I just hope we have nice weather for it. i can't believe that in less then 2 weeks K and I will be on the beaches in punta cana. I am going to stop preasuring myself to be at a certain weight by then and just focus on eating healthy and exercising so that I feel good when I am there. When we get back I will get my focus back on losing the weight that I have put on over the past few months. I have a Dr's appt in a bit so i better get going.