Just a couple of hours and I will be starting night number 5. NEVER AGAIN will I do that many nights in a row, actually I would do 5 nights over 5 days any day but a mixture would have been much better. We actually had a decent night. I have been in charge on these nights (well it will be 4 out of the 5) and sometimes when I give report in the morning I feel like such a tool. sometimes I feel like I am letting the day staff down but then the girls that I have actually done the shift with tell me that I did a great job and to me that is what matters. I am learning from this and know areas that I need to improve on. so instead of focusing on the insecurities I have about having this responsibility I need to take it as a learning experience.
Eating has been great. Tonight though I am getting a Skinny Vanilla Lattee and a half maja salad from wendy's. I figure a treat is well deserved on my 5th night ;)
I took today off from running but went for a long walk. I don't think I could have ran in this heat.
Well I am going to have a busy week ahead. I need to spend minimal time on the computer. Way too many things to get done.
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